so life has been pretty good lately. actually, i wish that i could take the last two weeks of my life and play them over and over. i cant wait till i can afford to move out and not stress about money. that is gonna be the life. the only thing that can complete me is a female figure. but who knows, that could mess everything up. well see if that ( Read more... )

everything is pretty much normal for me. workin. kickin it hard. tryin to find something or someone to make me happy. some more lyrics for the road ( Read more... )

last night of course was pretty fun. had a nice little rager at my house. everyone that decided to not call me back was lame for sure. uh not much new going on. chillin on break. kickin it every day. been trying to do more clothes shopping cuz i never have new clothes. going well so far. christmas was ok. didnt really ask for anything. got the ( Read more... )

it seems like every song i listen has some bearing on my life. its pretty wierd. well here comes one more ( Read more... )

Its pretty funny when you know something is going to happen but the person that is gonna do it, denies that it is gonna happen until it actually does. well that probably doesnt make sense to anyone but me. haha. well in other news. lots of fun journeys with pat lately. definately plenty more to come. school is finally over till end of january. ( Read more... )

so nightmare before x-mas last night was the best thing ever. AFI, Taking Back Sunday and My Chemical Romance all together. the best line-up ever. Couldnt be more happy that i spent $50 on that show. uh... other than that, everything is about the same. pretty lame. new years should be really fun. celebrating the one year anniversary of not ( Read more... )

so i was cruisin with adam tonight, just chillin and we drive by the mall and as were coming towards it, we see this light and we thought it was like a blimp or something. so i said we have to drive and find out what that is. it was oval with lights that seemed to be spinning. as we got closer to the mall it got larger until we got to a point were ( Read more... )

its kinda wierd how life always seems to be changing, but for me, i found that it always changes in the same pattern and i hate it. but its my fault that it does and i need to change that. i feel like i deprive my life of so much because im scared of what will happen. i need to stop planning on doing things and just do them. as stan would say, i ( Read more... )

its been quite some time since i have written anything in this thing, or ever looked at it. haha. its pretty cool being able to look back see what was happening in my life on certain days. but pretty much the same feeling every post and yet to change. haha. maybe again soon.

well i wish i had something new and exciting to write like the rest. but pretty much life does not change for me. sometimes it even seems like it rewinds and plays over again in the same way it did before. its nice havin casey back in town for a little. he brings an element that is definately lacking when he is not here. other than that, i just ( Read more... )