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Feb 15, 2006 19:29

this is the message i sent matt on sunday (i think). he had a chence to get it on sunday, and tuesday...but that is if only he checked his email..on the internet,...which he olny has some of the times...i think ( Read more... )

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... Matt thing... anotherwaydown February 17 2006, 07:36:52 UTC

What the fuck ... NO SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!

Why do you keep wasting your time if Matt obviously doesnt care to communicate with you? WHY! WHY?! If he cares he CLEARLY doesnt care enough ... it's none of my fucking buisness to begin with BUT COME ON your an intelegent attractive Artistic Unique and just over all beautifull person WHY DO YOU KEEP WASTING YOUR TIME!!!!! HE DOESNT DESERVE YOU IF HE DOESNT LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO TALK TO YOU!! jesus

sorry

PS
I didnt know you were on myspace..... discusting~
everybodies on that thing haha

Re: ... Matt thing... kaninchen February 17 2006, 17:06:36 UTC

i know....unfortunatley hes the only person whos ever been there for me, even though hes really not. and you dont hear about the times when we have fun doing stuff together. you dont know what a relief it has been whit him back in my life. i feel 'normal' like me again, maybe i am just beating a dead horse with a stick, but i cant bring myslef to leave him. i liked where we were and i am afraid of being alone again..and independant. its nice to have someone to look forward to seeing and depend on and do the boring things you like to do as well. i dont think this is healthy, ibut i dont really mind the semi-pain when we are apart becuase its different when we are together and ...i dont see why i have to defend him. i'll deal with my mistakes my own way, ok ( ... )

Re: ... Matt thing... anotherwaydown February 18 2006, 09:57:39 UTC

haha ! blinded by our friendship I dont give a shit if your the fuckin POPE JOHN PAUL SOMETHING OR OTHER I call it how I see it and a relationship without open communication and constant compromise from both sides equally isnt much of a relationship as it is anguish and frustration. Holding on to him because your affraid of being alone is no reason to beat a dead relationship into the ground. Things are always different when you ignore your problems and go about like nothing happened (wich is what it seemed like to me but I could be wrong and probably am)

... I dont know Im sorry Im just trying to help because I care ya know... you were their for me and that ment alot and Im just trying to be their for you...

PS
guys arent gonna line up at your door unless your giving away free steak and sex haha I was just saying your not fuckin stupid and your not ugly you can find someone else