how everyone i get involved with gets compared to adam.
it never fails to happen.
not once.
and i understand that hes a big part of my life, and were god friends, but thats it anymore.
just friends.
barely friends at that.
we only stay in communication because weve been through so much together and are apart of eachother.
but the past is the past.
every ( Read more... )

im grounded.
for like the first time since i got arrested.
wow i feel like im 13 years old right now.
anyway, so i havent seen shae since tuesday (its sunday) and its driving me insane. 
i miss him so much right now.
i just want to jump on him and kiss him everywhere when i see him. but of course i wont.

something poppd up into my head while i was ( Read more... )

ShaeBoy decided he wanted to make me his girl =]
the decision was mutual.
christmas morning.
it was cute.
except the fact he didnt remember it in the morning. 
it pissed me of a little.
i could already tell what this together thing was going to be like.
but it turned out all good.
i had my doughts of us for a little bit.
but now i couldnt be happier.
i love ( Read more... )

i dont know why i always come back to this stupid thing.
sometimes i just feel like writing.
i love writing though.
it cant escape me.
anyway, i dont even know how i always remember my username and password.
ive been on and off this name since i was 12.
i always delete everything after that era of my life passes anyway.
i guess i shouldnt.
then i could ( Read more... )