I forwarn you, if foul language, mean spirits, or if your just a soft hearted pansy who can't hear other peoples point of views. You might want to close this window now ( Read more... )

I do.. Need something more. Something with pazzaz! Anyway been a while because. Lifes been giving me it up the CORN HOLE. I swear sometimes ya just try and have normalcy. Anyway basic breakdown. All jobs applied for. Denied. Birthday month, if it could go wrong it did. Scratch my Pc. It died. Got a new PC. Its worse than the old one. Made in 96! Uh ( Read more... )

Ya know. Seriously. I don't get much these days to update about. Or what I might I don't. I mean seriously. you folks don't need to know how I've been eating and how big my poo is do you ( Read more... )

3 days and running, have some dyhydration and stuff. not fun hope the eds help me out because. I... I just can't poo anymore. Seriously. I've lost sleep over pooing nonstop. And the vomiting. Bleh.

My grandfather died monday, around 11am.

The only thing thats given me even a small amount of cheer was getting to see one of my friends on I hadn't talked to in years. All i got to hear was one comment and they too where gone.

It was a nice roller coaster week. Actualy to be honest it was mostly a dissapointment, one of those weeks you dislike and wish you'd slept through ( Read more... )

Updates on what happened ( Read more... )

Its my birthday, so far so good. Folks got me a ring, little cheap thing of the auction house deal they surf onloine. Got themselves ones too. Showed 'em to me.

Had food and cake. watched shows where people tell other what they should wear to be accepted. No end of the world like normal crappy birthday stuff. butt he nights still young.

Birthdays on the 26th of June. Once again I can't think of too much I want, atleast not that I'd get practically, but thats the way of things. One day I hope to get a few things done and eventually get a job where I can see pay gain and not get reamed out of my cash. Still, could be worse I suppose.

Yeah... thats pretty much it.

God I need a

I've been absent a while, a new means of computing has given me new life and connection. Sadly not all is well in my world. I may very well be completly FUCKED out of my long worked on pay. Meaning every plan everything that could have helped stable out my life goes down the drains ( Read more... )