I'm praying to God that I'm not as awful as I feel that I am at the moment. I never meant to hurt anyone, I did what I did to spare feelings. But freaking leave it to Eric to find some way to make things bad even when we've been OVER for like 4 weeks. I just feel like a cold hard bitch and it sucks. I'm just really sorry. It wasn't supposed to be ( Read more... )

OMG Kala's updating! Big fat cookie for her! Anyways, this is going to be short and sweet but I PROMISE a long and heartfelt one will come tomorrow night. I just wanted to get on here and say that Collin and I have definately been dating for a whole week today. This time last week we were being rebels and staying up all night at Tech. We're just ( Read more... )

So the overnight Gov. Shool trip is tomorrow. I'm looking forward to everything except the bus ride because....THEY PUT ME AND COLLIN ON SEPERATE BUSES! That's just mean. We had everything planned out, and I even have freaking animal crackers. This means I'm on a hot bus forever without Collin. It's very depressing. But me and Sweeney will just ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm actually updating. I need somebody to go get me Taco Bell or something. Well, there's been some drama here lately. I won't go into detail, I'll just give the Reader's Digest version and say Eric and I are OVER. We've been over for like a week now, but like I said, I never update. This week has been great though, Governor's School started ( Read more... )

He told me he loved me. We were sitting on the dock at the lake Friday night, I was laughing about the fact that I got the ghetto pole, he had his arm on my leg because I said it was cold, the waves were dying down from the boat that went by, and he just looked in my eyes and said it. It took a few seconds before I could actually compose myself ( Read more... )

Ummm, hey. I haven't updated this thing in forever and it's gonna be even longer because this isn't really even an update. I read this thing on Jessi's journal, and since I'm uber superstitious, I'm posting it on here. Anyways, I've had mono for the past month and I've been on homebound, but I have to go back to school now. Yay for me. Well, I'm ( Read more... )

Wow I never update this thing. I guess I must just be cool like that or something. I just haven't really been in the mood here lately. It's been an interesting few weeks though. I've realized a lot of things and decided a lot of things. I've also decided that I'm not going to get all discouraged when I have another failed relationship. I know that ( Read more... )

( this won't mean a thing come tomorrow )

Well I just thought I'd update about my very uneventful weekend. I got La Carretta Friday night and that's about the most eventful thing. As for guys, the guys I liked turned out to be dickheads. So yeah, that's the extent of it. It just sucks to realize that this guy meant so much to you and you were just another fling for him. I'm not saying I " ( Read more... )

Well yeah, I'm so extremely happy. Not really. I just found something out that really wasn't supposed to hurt me, but it did. It really did. He's leaving soon, for either Cali or Florida. Just leaving. And leaving for good. I'm sitting there with tears in my eyes and he's just like "it happens". You tell someone something like that and all you can ( Read more... )