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Today I felt a little better. Probably just because I got good news twice, Im sure in about an hour i'll be at my lowest again though. Last night I did something baaaad. That I havent done in a while. and fucking rose is still in hiding. although she did call, so by tomorrow night, this will be friends only. I tried to delete myspace, but it hasnt ( Read more... )

i want to die.

I havent been with Rose in the past couple of hours, so this isnt friends only, or private yet, it will be...but i need to vent myself right now. I really hate inconsiderate people. I hate them so much. I hate missing people too. And im jealous at the moment, which is unusual because it doesnt happen a lot. I wrote that essay, its alright. Im not ( Read more... )

Im making this private as soon as me and rose hang out, so she can do it for me. I dont eat all day, untill like 345 but for some reason im just never hungry after school. Its straaaange. Dougs going to play golf. Yesss,  house to me and my mom, knowing her she'll probably go out with a friend or something. so just me and my work, which...i ( Read more... )

ask me any 4 questions.
any.

and i'll answer, but you have to put it back on your journal so i can do it too. post a comment if you arent an lj user anyways.

Finally home. After a much anticipated ride, I am home from hell. Ally just left, and if you dont want to hang out, I DONT CARE ANYWAYS. And Im going to stop asking. Because I have learned even more to appreciate quiet solitude, and pizza. From now on, if you want to hang out. You ask. Im good in front of this screen. Right when I walked in the ( Read more... )

In Va. Ugh. My cousins are shocking me and stuff. hell if I watch them this summer. No way. No. Thats it. Ugh Im bored. Its supposed to snow, but i hope it doesnt so i can go to Va Beach tomorrow and get my 4's. Someone save me. Please. Couldnt go to the show. Nothing. GOD. ugh. I feel so fat too. Like super fat. WHY. its this shirt i bought, i ( Read more... )