Journal #2: The Meaning of Death

[kara_chan]

I'm struggling to comprehend one of the two facts of life: We all die. Not existing is such a scary thing for me to think about, but I'm also terrified to even wonder where my mom is now. I've never been the religious type, and I've definitely never been the type to blame my problems on a God or "savior," but now I'm questioning... is there

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[psychoanbu]

I wish I could give you the answers. I'm sorry for your loss. I think you should seek counciling on this one. It won't necessarily make the pain go away, or miss your mom any less, but it may help you put it into a perspective that'll help you get past this in a healthy manner. I don't want this to eat at you. Some things can't be dealt with alone.

*hugs*

Anbu:

[kara_chan]

I have been going to counseling (for grief and trauma.) She suggested that I start writing this stuff down and it has been helping. If I don't express it out loud (blogging, paper, art, etc.), I'll just keep repeating the same thoughts in my head and depression hits... HARD.