hey guys! xanga is officially better than LJ, so i'm switching. my xanga is www.xanga.com/karadyan i'm on facebook now too. that site is http://nechristian.facebook.com/profile.php?id=109700029 uhm.. yep. well that's all. have a nice day. xoxo

my heart throbs for copeland. i bleed for copeland. i spent afternoon with copeland. i have officially found a new love.. you guessed it.. copeland ( Read more... )

so i have the best boyfriend in the entire world. we had open dorms today, and kasi, josh, and i were all in my room on the top floor. he looked out the window and saw this guy carrying three huge boxes of something at the same time and was like "hey that guy needs help. i'll be back" and ran down to help him. i looked at kasi and we both went " ( Read more... )

all things must come to an end. i can't deal, so i'm letting you go ( Read more... )

lots has happened in a few days. i had a SERIOUS break down the other day - i don't even remember what day. anyway.. things just kept building up and i exploded. somehow my wonderful friend keith knew, called and immediately asked what was up. so i spilled to him for who knows how long, then he asked if he needed to make a day trip to see me - i ( Read more... )

ohkay so i forgot some stuff about yesterday. we were sitting outside, and there was this beautiful lightning storm in the sky. a buncha kids from here came outside and were cheering like "go God" and stuff. it was wonderful. uh.. oh yea. and before josh got back, i went downstairs and brynn was there (his ex) and brett sat between us and we all ( Read more... )

what a perfectly wonderful night. josh got back from home and when we finally found each other, i did a leaping hug into his arms then we sat down and talked till dinner at 8. on our way to the dorms from dinner, it started raining.... hard. we stood in front of the dorms and we danced in the rain forever.. then alisa and her bf started dancing.. ( Read more... )

so we went to wal mart tonight (me, josh, theo, chelsea, and john) and josh and i were holding hands and he started dancing with me in the middle of the store. he spun me under and dipped me and stuff - it was so hilarious and made me so happy. he does that a lot, but tonight was different for some reason. like.. other people were watching us and ( Read more... )

like a caged bird, ready to sing ( Read more... )

sorry bout my french usage yesterday. i had a terrible night. and that's an understatement. don't want to get into it though. i did learn that not all girls are jerks. kasi wasn't in the room when i broke down, so i walked out into the hallway and hugged the first person i saw, who happened to be jessica. then a couple other girls gathered around ( Read more... )