Well this is my last update in this journal-
karaewest_34 is through. My new one is:
www.livejournal.com/users/kew34/

Bye,
-Kara

I am starting a new journal- I don't wanna be reminded of this stuff anymore. I'll post the site on here when I get it done & stuff.

I hate when things don't go my freakin' way!

This weekend has been absolutly lovely. . .

[Friday] The Game- not much happend there but I got to see Caleb (slightly). Jessica spent the night with me.

[Saturday] I went and saw Caleb that night. I was pretty mad over some *stuff that happend but we worked it out. Okay- He looked at me with those big brown eyes & that cute little smile & told me ( Read more... )

I have been sick for the past few days. I am about to die with this headache! A lot of things in my life are questionable right now =( & I don't know what to do. I feel like I don't have control over anything anymore. I hate this feeling- so weak; so powerless. Other things are okay I guess.

Right now:

[Friends] I love my friends but sometimes ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haulkaraewest_34 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as President George W. Bush._abercr0mbie33 tricks you! You get a clothespin._xbabygurlx_ tricks you! You get a toothbrush._xisaiahsgirlx_ gives you 5 white strawberry-flavoured miniature candy bars.aah07 tricks you! You get an eraser.angel_eyez_51 tricks you! You lose ( Read more... )

*I don't what you're doing & I don't know where you are, but I look up at that great big sky and I hope you're wishing on that same bright star. I wonder; I pray & I sleep alone; I cry alone & it's so hard living here on my own. So please come home soon- come home soon*

I miss you <3

Here I sit- wondering where you are; what you are doing and if ( Read more... )

"Oh how wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year. Running over the same old grounds. Have we found the same old fears-- wish you were here."

Why is everything I do always so wrong to you??

Well- the past few days have been stressful. Me and Caleb just ended our 4 day fight. (THANK GOD!) I can't help but love him. He says the sweetest things sometimes. <3 ( Read more... )

Shew it has been awhile since I have updated-- but not that much has happened. . . I am sitting here right now with Jessica, Leigha and Stacy. They are so freakin' funny sometimes- Love Ya'll! Stacy & leigha at braiding Jessica's hair at the present moment ( Read more... )

Since 7:59pm Zachary I have been dating again!! <33333. I am so excited. I felt completly lost without him by my side. He is the love of my life and I am so sorry that it took me this long to realize that. I need him in my life- I am so sorry for all the stuff that I did to him but he doesn't have to worry any more because this time I want it to be ( Read more... )