AARRRGGGHHH!!1

[karategirl1kyu]

I feel like I’m being torn apart from the inside. It’s hard to have to be like this. I feel like I have no place to go, nobody to turn to, and a strange retraction from love. I don’t believe in relationships anymore. I give up, I’m officially throwing in the towel. I don’t have time for any more people…I can’t even balance the people I have around

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[itsamberduh]

Mel

thanx

[karategirl1kyu]

thank you for caring- i appreciate it. i have to figure out a different way to flip out, i know i do. i mean, ive added like 8 new dents to my fridge in the past 2 days... an thats not cool. im NOT gonna back to the other stuff though, ive already promised myself that. im not saying that i am a lesbian, i am saying that i am bi though... its a difficult realization, but it IS me, and thats how i feel! i honestly love everyone, you all mean alot to me, and im just giving up on people for a while cuz nobody "loves" me back. i am ot dressing darker or scarier, im dressing like me again, cuz i want to. i like these clothes, they make me feel better. im an individualist, thats all i have to say, i dont like doing girly things much, and i like to hang out with the guys, as one of the guys. its complicated, i dont expect you to understand it. i just know that it is hard to be accepted in this word for being myself, and i know that i will have to change if im going to go somewhere in the world, but im not ready for change. i hate change, and