ok so its interesting now- i just ordered a new pair of glasses- unfortunately i wont have them for the first day of classes but oh well. i got together with tom and i had a blast and i was late for work that day but it was worth it. i tried to pay for our lunch but he wouldnt let me... but i havent stopped thanking him since! lol! its interesting ( Read more... )

ok im going to need MAJOR help this semester- im on academic probation again.... so ima need as much help as i can get.... aka- amber will u try to help me???? i did well in vert- but i sucked at plant... and philosophy and physics... idk what to do cuz im taking- cell- micro- eco- physics 2- and spanish... and i have to work.... so help would be ( Read more... )

ok so im back home now and its a little irritating.... work sux cuz i dont get that many hours.. which is what i need- i just wanna be scheduled for good hours but what can i do? lol- i dunno- its christmas eve and i dont like it- its just annoying at this point! got together with the boys on friday night and went to divas- it was a good night- ( Read more... )

ok so heres the scoop- its december 7th- mams' birthday... i miss her... well im pulling an all nighter with ryan just so we can get this spanish thing done... so im hyped up on his happy pills.... mmm mmm good! lol! but yeah ive already walked into my tv, so my knee hurts- and ive squished my finger in the seat recliner lever in his car.. this is ( Read more... )

i am alone, and i wanna go crawl in a hole....

I STILL LOVE YOU!!!

people dont change me, i can change myself. you dont know what im like. i was scared before, im more comfortable in my skin now that i have someone that understands me. im sick of my stuff being irratically destroyed because of what i believe in, and who i am. i dont need stupid comments on things that i say. i want more support, but with people ( Read more... )

its not cool.... my hero always flies away... i need a hero

I LOVE YOU!!!

I feel like I’m being torn apart from the inside. It’s hard to have to be like this. I feel like I have no place to go, nobody to turn to, and a strange retraction from love. I don’t believe in relationships anymore. I give up, I’m officially throwing in the towel. I don’t have time for any more people…I can’t even balance the people I have around ( Read more... )

i was looking at an old entry that i had first written on paper and i realized how bad i was viewing things... i just want to be loved... and i dont want to be misunderstood... grrr i hate this! i hate drama, so i TRY not to cause it... and i just want grrrr..... i went to the rocky horror picture show... it was FUN! lol! im wierd- there goes a ( Read more... )

its not fair.... i hate life, and how it [doesn't] work(s)...

I LOVE YOU!!!

whatever...