one depression phase after the other ( Read more... )

getting flashbacks of when you were 15 and thinking you would always be 15. and naive ( Read more... )

my first attempt with imovie. it was really fun, i want to do another one with a proper concept. i'm a bit annoyed because i took more videos but i think i must have deleted them by accident.

first layer of bricks, second layer, third, fourth. this is how defensive you have become. layer after layer, you start to feel more cautious, more weary. that feeling you have become accustomed to, learned to love, the unpleasant feeling of your skin on a hot summers day sanding your origami smile ( Read more... )

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what i like about my bed ( Read more... )

oh wow, it's week 6 already. half way there, unbelievable. i've been so tired lately, i haven't been getting enough sleep, my sleeping pattern is all weird and wonky. visha and patrick have been staying over at our place. i love it when people stay over, it's fun and the apartment doesn't feel so lonely ( Read more... )

YOU FUCKING SHITHEAD CUNT SON OF A BITCH

It's so frustrating. That feeling of not getting what you want. Doing something because someone else wants you to, not because you want to. You continue on doing it anyways because of the form of attachment that exists between you and that someone else. You don't want to let them down. God you would be the meanest person in the world if you were to ( Read more... )

You know the feeling you get when you suddenly want to burst out into tears and you don't even know why. You know that feeling you get when you feel like your life is stuck on repeat, like everything in your life is black and white, monotone, dead, nothing but an ongoing straight line. You know that feeling you get when you know what you want, but ( Read more... )