So my friend Chris tells me I need to update more. So here I am ( Read more... )

This last week was really nice. We had a new guy start (so I'm no longer the noob) and he's very friendly and nice. It looks like we will be on the same schedule so I have a lunch buddy now. He took me to lunch on thursday and paid since I had been so welcoming. I thought that was pretty cool. I did my classes this week and feel good. We worked on ( Read more... )

So work is great. My boss wants to clone me so I guess I'm doing well there. I need to be a little more fluffy and little less harsh-direct and then I'd be great ( Read more... )

So my journal has lately been about infertility and how bad it sucks. I understand people are like “hey it does, but it will happen when its meant to be” I get this from normal people and infertiles as well. This statement drives me up a wall because How do I know it’s meant to happen? What if it’s not meant to happen, then all of this has ( Read more... )

Let's see the last post was when I thought I was preg so what has happened since then.  Well the only thing I can think of is that I quit my job (last day was Friday) and got a new job in San Francisco! I'm uber excited and thinking maybe I'll start work Thursday this week. The only wierd thing is that I will become a commuter dependant on BART. So ( Read more... )

Aunt Flo showed up yesterday.

Ok I could choose to be bummed out, since it means no i'm not pregnant.

or

I could could be happy because this is the first non chemical induced period I've had in 5 years.

I'm going with the second.

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So I got stuck with needles today. And im ok with it.  I'm currently cooking the herbs she perscribed to make tea that ill have to drink today. Its taking a long time. The reason for that is because I cant cook it in a metal container.  So my question: is the inner bowl of a crockpot metal? Cause right now im doing a double boiler type thing and ( Read more... )

So today was another pelvic ultra sound with the doctor who did my HSG (he reminded me of that and I was blocking it out).  Well you can tell this was a man because instead of easing the "dildocam" in he just shoved it in there and began poking around. He couldn't tell if i had a mature folicle or not so he sent me off for more blood work (this is ( Read more... )

CD11-- Small folicles. I'm going back in next thursday to see if we have any growth if we do then hsc shot and if not then we take provera to induce menes and goto a smaller dose of clomid (and hopefully don't get any cysts this time).  Again they say the best thing I can do is lose weight and I'm going to.  I'm through with the word "trying" its ( Read more... )