Comments | karenland: WARNING - Dramatic expression of frustration following..

karenland

WARNING - Dramatic expression of frustration following..

Jun 20, 2004 23:50

Reality and I have been having this argument lately ( Read more... )

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mulaki June 21 2004, 23:40:19 UTC

You have to be able to find your own muse. Your reason for changing. People evolve at different rates, sometimes they even de-evolve before become that butterfly that was hidden. Take me, i think i have chaged for the better. In the last 3 years i have been through a ton of changes and most of them have been for the good. Granted, i am not moving as fast as i might like, but i don't want to push myself yet...

Love,
Patrick

imbue_rectitude June 22 2004, 23:58:57 UTC

Change, indeed, is scary. Most people are too chicken shit to face their fears. I, on the other hand, see it as a way of life. Nothing has ever stayed consistant, and therefore my bigger fear is the lack of change.

The military was a change I regret in the least. And they are always changing.

I think it's why I enjoy stripping the blanket off my mother when it's time for her to get up from work. I am an instigator and advocate of change. Care to combine forces?

lostnconfusd July 6 2004, 23:24:01 UTC

changes. bah. i'm going through too many of those. LoL. i am 18 (well actually my birthday is tomorrow), i've graduated but see no hope for college in the near future, i've been kicked out and no where to go, i can get through all of that but i have no where to do it. getting a job, simple, money situation - no prob. only prob is i am young and people think of me as immature and irresponsible. i dont see it that way. anywho, no matter. if you're going to illusions 3 on sat, i'll see ya there - alice

karenland July 7 2004, 00:11:56 UTC

Hi! It sounds like things are particularly tough right now! I want to go - but, I don't think KJ wants me to go. He will probably be there though.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Say hello to people for me. I miss you all. :(

lostnconfusd July 7 2004, 16:15:51 UTC

hehehe, thanks. i'll tell everyone hi for ya. w00t for my cell LoL

karenland August 4 2004, 03:17:26 UTC

A little lonely even though I'm not totally alone. I will feel better just knowing where I stand. I feel like I have a big thing in front of me, it's just the calm before the storm. Overall, I'm ok. Day by day...

gothicity July 28 2004, 04:25:39 UTC

Hi Karen, it's Tamera that's totally in love with Tim he-he!
I enjoyed getting to know you and i hope we have some more great times like how we did when we went to the river. I enjoy Devin so much and his cute ^.^ character makes me smile. I hope things are well with you and i understand what you mean about people and how things change. Anyway, i hope to hear from you again soon. Until next time my lady, take care of you. :)

Tamera~

Hi sweetie!! karenland July 29 2004, 07:24:06 UTC

I am so glad we had that conversation in the back yard. I am so glad that I found someone I can identify with so well. I really appreciate you. Thank you for being real! You take care of you. *muah* ~karen

Re: Hi sweetie!! gothicity July 29 2004, 23:27:13 UTC

Sweetheart, it's definately mutual. :)
You're very welcome, and you take care as well.
*muah* right back!!!

Tamera~

Re: Hi sweetie!! karenland July 31 2004, 02:25:34 UTC

So, how is life? I'm not sure if KJ and I are going to continue to live together after August. I may have to find a place of my own. The idea of living alone is both inticing and daunting. I don't want to be alone like I used to. I find pain in solitude. I'm sure it would change in time...but I'm afraid. I may have to find a roommate in SF. I don't know - but I have 30 days to decide. Aaaaarrrgghhh!

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