I understandsammyleighmdDecember 10 2010, 04:59:39 UTC
I remember having these same feelings, word for word, for a long time beginning when I was 12. With some guy on the internet no less.
Everyday (or every other day) for seven years I would IM him, and I'd always have this intense fear of where a conversation would go if I sent a message. Mostly because he never thought about me the same way I thought about him, and every now of then he'd step out of character and try to seduce me into love.
Then I told myself it was a toxic relationship, cut all ties and met/proposed to Chase a year later. I've been in a sort of zen mood about relationships since. Mostly because Chase for once honestly feels just as intense about me if not more.
I'm not saying what you're feeling is bad, and I'm not trying to tell you that 'the one' will give you the patience of a monk. I've only had two relationships period.
I just wanted to tell you that I understand. Me too.
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Everyday (or every other day) for seven years I would IM him, and I'd always have this intense fear of where a conversation would go if I sent a message. Mostly because he never thought about me the same way I thought about him, and every now of then he'd step out of character and try to seduce me into love.
Then I told myself it was a toxic relationship, cut all ties and met/proposed to Chase a year later. I've been in a sort of zen mood about relationships since. Mostly because Chase for once honestly feels just as intense about me if not more.
I'm not saying what you're feeling is bad, and I'm not trying to tell you that 'the one' will give you the patience of a monk. I've only had two relationships period.
I just wanted to tell you that I understand. Me too.
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