After you die...
Purgatory

After death, you will exist in purgatory. It's so-so, I heard.


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i've had an incredibly stressful weekend. i'm not happy right now at all. i'll be fine, i just need to work through some things. my head just hurts so much.

i know not many people read this but still. lately i've been really mentally.. like unstable. and i don't mean that as hinting at major depression or anything at all like that because that's not it at all. but still i've been acting weird and not like myself and i'm trying to deal with a thousand things at once and it's very overwhelming. so if i ( Read more... )

i forgot how therapeutic update my livejournal. it's kind of nice knowing not quite as many people still read it too haha facebook and myspace don't let you ramble on forever.. that's what i like about this haha. letting go is so incredibly hard. i hope i get to the point when i am able to do so.. i've been working at it and trying and making a ( Read more... )

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (erik left for CHIC less than 24 hours ago and i seriously miss him already)
× I don't watch much TV these days.
× I own lots of books.

× I wear glasses or contact lenses.
✓ I love to play video games.  (sega rules)
× I've tried marijuana.

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so my grad party was awesome. i'm extremely overwhelmed with emotions though. mom made her pre-dinner "speech" if you will, and she got choked up. if you know my mother you know that she never gets like that and i almost started crying too. i'm all emotional and it's really bad right now. i'm overtired and i know that's a factor, but i just can't ( Read more... )

due to the overwhelming response to the last entry, i decided i shall ramble further. my grad party's saturday, you are all invited. starts at 4, stop by for as long or little as you want. hmmm.. lately life is work, and work is life. i've been having an unusually hard time getting motivated this week, which is odd, cause i'm almost always ( Read more... )

does anyone read this?

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so i guess i'm crazy, i can't get over you
i try to fight, but i give in, i guess you win
i keep goin back to you again
i tell myself that i'll be fine, just give it time
all we need is just a little time..<3