I figured maybe I should do a real update ( Read more... )

I am reading (and by reading I mean began reading it today and will have it finished tonight) a book called The Sunflower by Richard Paul Evans. It's a book about two girls who are friends that travel to Peru where they work at orphanages and have free time to explore the sites they visit. One of the main characters, Christine, meets Paul Cook who ( Read more... )

I guess I'm not as strong as I thought, all I can do is cry to you.Ok..I have to attempt to explain this. It all starts with last night when I got home from North Bay, saw my Mom and started to cry. Don't even ask me why, I am going to attempt to explain, although I think there might be an alien in my stomach making it hurt as well as controlling ( Read more... )

Things have the weirdest feeling when they are ending. At high school, when a class is ending for the semester, I believe I thought "thank you God." At university, it's a different feeling, an undescribable one. You look around at the people you know, and the people you don't, and the ones you wish you knew. For example, there's a guy in my history ( Read more... )

This is crazy. I need these kinds of dreams to stop. You've guessed it, another dream about the all too famous him. Which is crazy. I haven't even thought of him other than the few times he drifts into my head and then drifts out, to be replaced by my reading. We haven't even talked in a few days now, I've been avoiding him, and it's working out ( Read more... )

There are a few things in my life that keep me going when things get rough: friends, music, books, the beauty of nature, etc. There were two main things getting me through lately, music, until I discovered that no song really says how I feel anymore. First of all, for a song to say everything you're feeling, you kind of have to know what it is you' ( Read more... )

I love my headphones and my ipod too for that matter. I love that lately I can pick it up and play songs I've discovered somehow. Songs that say exactly how I'm feeling in the words I couldn't put my feelings into. I love that I can put it on and walk to class admiring the sunshine and the view of the trees, the sky, everything. I love the look ( Read more... )

I'm sick, I'm a mystery, this is not what I write about though ( Read more... )

I've been sick, as everyone knows, and I've been kind of losing myself to whatever this is. I eat a little, I sleep A LOT, and I talk to a few people. But something has been different. Normally I go around picking up everyone when they fall, only now I'm the one falling, I'm slipping, I'm falling down, slipping away, disappearing. I know a lot of ( Read more... )

So I had some really strange dream last night. Now, those of you who know me well would say I always do but they seem to get stranger when I'm on meds. So, I'm pretty sure I was back in North Bay at residence and my roommates were talking to me and for some reason, I was showing them pictures of the guy I like right now. And then, for some reason, ( Read more... )