This will be the last entry I will ever write in this journal. I have deleted a lot of stuff, but I now realise that I just want to start over. To anyone who has been reading this...thank you for caring....*kay*

These past few months have been hell for me, but at least now I can put everything in the past and start over new...I can start over....and never look back....I am looking forward to the future....

I wish people would leave me comments on my journal everyday, but I know it's not easy to know what to say. So, I try to remember that. No one knows what to say all the time about some of the shit I have been through these last two months...I am just glad that I have people there for me when I need them. God this is going to hurt for a while ( Read more... )

I got so fucking pissed off at work today. I was tryin so hard to be a good, quiet person, but people just pissed me off. I can not just sit and let shit happen that shouldn't. I am over at Ro's house right now and I am listening to Jess and Ro talk. They are making me laugh! I love them to death. I will have to type more later because they have me ( Read more... )

Well, I can officially say I was a total bitch at work today. I got myself all stressed out over nothing and was so mean to a lot of people. I feel like such an ass. (As I should for being a bitch.) Well, the way the schedules are made are different as of today and well, Ally called off and I was thrown into being TL. Needless to say, I was on ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Denny's with Jess and Ro. I had such a great time. I hadn't had that much fun in a really long time. I had them laughing, it was great. I love that I can make people laugh sometimes. I stayed the night over at Ro's house. It was nice of her to let me stay over even though I might have pink eye. I feel really bad that I stayed ( Read more... )

I had a good day at work. I got there at noon and things were going well. All of a sudden one of my over dramatic co-workers scares the shit out of me and is like, "Karla! What's wrong with the broiler?" The hoods were making banging noises and had been smoking all day. Well, we had to turn the broiler off for like 3 hours just for the guy who was ( Read more... )

I want to cry right now so bad, but I am holding back the tears. Must be strong, I must be. There is no point in crying because it will not help anything. Nothing. Tears are a waste of time. It is weird when you really want to cry it is hard to...I don't know. There are times when I can just cry over the dumbest thing, but lately I have wanted to, ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I am watchin Buffy the Vampire Slayer....It's a pretty good show. Work was ok...I was kinda out of it because I was tired, but it was good. I got my car fixed yesterday and I guess they needed to check someothing on my car today. They asked me to come and have them look at it again, but the guy at the shop who was supposed to look at it ( Read more... )

I am watching Ace Ventura, both movies. They make me laugh so much. When you really listen to what he says, it is hilarious. There are so many things that I missed the first few times I watched them. On Friday night Josh and I went out to Pizza Hut. It was really nice. Then, we went to Rock 'N Bowl, which was a lot of fun because I like to bowl. ( Read more... )