I haven't been up to too much. I've been struggling thru school, but somehow, I remained focused. I haven't had a job in nearly a year, I feel like a fuckin' winner. But, we're still doing incredibly well. Fortunately. The family and I made a trip back down to California. It was incredible. Got to see the grandparents, eat great food, and visit ( Read more... )

I miss you so fucking bad Davey. I think of you. Everyday. Sometimes.. I think about you until it hurts deep inside, it makes me cry. GOD! I just wish you could come back and tell me you'd pirate up for me and take care of me again. You always, always knew the words to make things right. I listen to your music Davey. Everyday. It's the closest ( Read more... )

I've had alot of time to think about whats going on. The only thing I can think of is that Michael is gone.. and all I want is for him to be back.