Having a journal really helps. Maybe that is why i am so calmed about everything- Usually, i kinda just repeat some of the same things entry after entry- b/c its on my mimd- and it helps to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

You wanna know something?! I've been living in a fantasy lately. I've been writing "everything is fine" and "things are looking up". Well... Reality kinda made me laugh today! Tim and I are really living pay check to pay check right now. our bank account has been overdrawn pretty much every week for a while- but.. somehow i FEEL rich. I am soooo ( Read more... )

ok, i didn't get to finish my last entry. My son was crying, so of course i logged off. For the record, I put that song up of elliot yamin's because i have a love hate relationship with it. Its beautiful, but at the same time, reminds me of someone i 'waited for" for years. And of course, now i've moved on. I guess it brings back painful memories, ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder about the "what if's ( Read more... )

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose
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SOO... my lil carty-poo has SERIOUS food alergies :( I'm going to have him tested to find out all the things he's allergic too. So far.. anything with peanuts (peanut butter, snickers, reeses, nuts.. peanut oil) - i'm breast feeding- so whatever i eat, he eats :( when i eat those, he gets BIG WELTS all over his body, and he has trouble breathing ( Read more... )

ok *smile* guess what ( Read more... )

OK, SO today was the best day ever!! My boss told me that i'm basically the best sales person she has. She wants me to write a speech (which i have written) to speak in front of all our kiehls vendors in california- and TEACH them how to sell ( Read more... )

Do you know what happened today ( Read more... )

you know what ( Read more... )