i just had some one dye that was very close to when i was little. i dont feel anything really for her. i came to my closer along time ago about her death. cancer every one should get some. any way my dad used to live with her. she was my dads bestfriends mother and my cousent grandmom( my dads best friend married my aunt my motheres sister and they ( Read more... )

i still hate renee after all these years.

its sick

any way i have to write these to essay questions and im having a very hard time focusing obviosly

i used to dream of marrage, children, finshing school ( Read more... )

1. sign up for fall classes at DCCC ( Read more... )

Chaotic Duality=steve

smokeykarma219= me

Chaotic Duality: hey punkl
Chaotic Duality: what did you call me about ages ago?
smokeykarma219: who are you
Chaotic Duality: its steveo man
Chaotic Duality: =P
smokeykarma219: steve
smokeykarma219: not gay steve that sits in his basement
Chaotic Duality: lol no not that gay kid
Chaotic Duality: he is gay

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im so upset

ill i can do is cry

i just want to talk to someone but when ever i start they just shut me off

im so upset

i just want someone to talk to i dont want them to juge me

so tomorrow i buy a new moter for my car.no body gets shit for x mas

fuck you

All of gods angles are dead i killed them all.

fuck you

im so sick of everything

im sick of my job

im sick of money

im sick of me

my car broke down

1200 i have to pay to get it fixed

im not in college

i look like shit

i feel like shit

im not happy i havent been happy in monthes

im just so sick of this life im making for my self

so realy what im saying fuck everyone i hate you all

cant find my way out of this ( Read more... )