I swear to God, the harder I try to make things okay, the worse things turn out. If I believed in fate and the supernatural I'd think this was some cruel karmic trick, but as I don't I'm just gonna accept the fact that I'm a fucking moron and this is going to be a shitty week. I'm still on a self-imposed ban from extracurriculars, and it's barely ( Read more... )

My problem isn't that I hate my family, school, or even society.

My problem is that I hate me.

Huh.

... but I'd still feel awkward about putting their words in my Books & Quotes post.

Here is an excerpt from Zavacado's Go Your Own Way (which you should definitely read if you're like me and are a hurt/comfort whore. Also, there's smut.)

Blaine's eyes were trained on Burt's face as though he was challenging him or even daring him to prove himself to ( Read more... )

Curt Mega's livestream has been delayed. Please follow The Candle Project. Here are some random facts about me. Stolen from t_megagirl over on Tumblr.

( It say's to cross out, but bolding makes more sense to me. )

As a girl, I naturally find it easier to relate to other girls. It also makes me very biased when it comes to heterosexual relationships on television. Anna from The Vampire Diaries is such an amazing and strong and touching character. Jeremy Gilbert? He's... really pretty. Spencer Hastings from Pretty Little Liars is the perfect mix between quirky ( Read more... )

I'm closer to the edge than I've ever been before and I'm not sure I have the strength to turn around anymore. I'm not broken, but there are enough cracks that I think I will be soon. The daydreams are becoming clearer, more realistic. The urges are becoming stronger and the resistance is fading away. It has become a struggle just to utter the ( Read more... )

I wrote a personal response to The Matrix for my Philosophy class, and upon getting it back, my teacher questioned my opinions because I was an atheist and aren't atheists supposed to think like this and not like that?

I wasn't angry. Just confused. I guess he was trying to get me to dig deeper into my feelings. It's a good cause, I guess, but ( Read more... )

This song will never be old.

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Alzheimer's is a legitimate, serious disease.

Anorexia is a legitimate, serious disease.

Please stop treating legitimate, serious diseases as jokes.

This post has nothing to do with Halloween!

Well, maybe a little. I don't really intend on dressing up as A) I'm too old to be trick-or-treating, I hate parties, and there's no point in wearing a costume while scrambling to finish my Lit. essay and B) Even if I decided to dress up to go to school, I take public transit. AWKWARD.

( blah blah blah: privacy and stuff )