There is nothing more depressing than losing a friend over something trivial, especially after an awesome day and 50% return to sane form ( Read more... )

“TANK ( Read more... )

It was her first thought upon awakening, staring at the concave ceiling above her. Smooth and solid walls with an unreal, stannic sheen touched with bright blue lanterns. The effect was much less daunting than one would believe. She was the brightest spot in the room, her pale skin wrapped a light blue bolero over a white and blue flower-printed ( Read more... )

From time to time, I'll post stories here relating to MHS, GWN/G, and other assorted projects. Why the hell not?

I had a sort of meltdown, but smoothed some of it out. I really have to pick my battles better. x.x Couldn't write for weeks and I simply did not want to reach out to anyone around me. Better not to drag them down with me. I know it's not a good thing but then it becomes refuge when shit happens ( Read more... )

Had a health scare; found a lump dangerously close to my breast. It kinda hurts to touch it, but it has been getting better. I'm not worrying yet because 1) it appeared literally overnight and 2)that point is where lymph nodes are and they're swelling, meaning I am fucking SICK again. I'll rest and take my medicine and hope it goes away. There will ( Read more... )

It never ends.

Geh, it’s really fucking with my head ( Read more... )

I'm bothered again by forces I cannot sort out. It's always that intangible, so much that I'm not sure from which direction it comes from. What a weird thing to say, but oddly appropriate, I think. It comes in waves, sometimes it's there and sometimes it's not. I know it and yet I don't. The most I can do is go with it until it stops pulling at me ( Read more... )

After long neglecting this journal of mine, I return and have been looking back on my older entries ( Read more... )