ive wined
and dealt
and got over it
and weeks passed

.. and still.

i miss the happiness
i miss not having doubts
i miss being loved
i miss feeling that everything was right in its place.

ignorance of him in the heart is bliss

he is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.

tomorrow the world decides how we will live the next four years of our lives.
actually i should say the electorial college.

PSHH

im starting to think i need religion. what do you think? am i right, or am i seriously mentally dellusional?

i have shit luck

blah