and goodness was she cute! *sigh* Appearantly this girl recently starting working at Blockbuster. Actually forget cute she was beautiful and had a great personality from what I saw and talked to her. I didn't hang around to long, a customer distracted her. I offered her the extra Blink182 ticket we have and I'm not so sure I came off as smooth ( Read more... )

I didn't get a chance to update last night so I will this morning before work. I have given up on Shena. Andy got off at 9:30 last night and Shena at 8:30. I was off by 7:30 so I waited around to get a chance to talk to her. This had to be obivious to her b/c I did everything but say exactly that. Not only did that not happen, but about 5 mins ( Read more... )

Hello cell phone!!! I am OH so trendy now! Picture phone even, I rock. AND I GOT THE FIRST INVADER ZIM DVD YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I love you Zim and Gir.

If you can't tell I am being more up beat lately....

and now, TIME FOR ZIM!!!!!!!!

Well I went and talked to Kahmila(damn I forget how to spell her name), anyways we discussed me moving up to being a Team Lead! For those not inclined to Targets food chain that basically means I would be a department manager. This would mean a niiiiiiiiiiice pay raise. Also it would be another step to even making LOD...which if I did that...and ( Read more... )

Meg seems to have no interest in talking to me at all today. I tired talking to her for a bit but she was in the middle of writing a paper. Afterwards she didn't seem to have any interest in talking to me so fook it. I am not wasting my time worrying about it ( Read more... )

but I brought it home with me ( Read more... )

I'll come back when I find myself.

I swear...why do I have to be so shy?!? The Huffy tech for Target, Christy, was back today and I had a chance to ask her out but I didn't...it was mostly from the fact that people were always coming from somewhere into the backroom...I did have like a small oppurtunity but I was near frozen, speaking wise, heart wise I could feel it beating in my ( Read more... )

Yeah, I do. I'm sorry to everyone I have pushed away, that I acted like...like a fool. All I can offer is that I am doing my best...I just hope it's enough.

Nothing is ever right. If I win I could have won in a better way, if I lose I should of won. I simply don't know why I go on or do this anymore. All it does is hurt me. I fight again and again and AGAIN and it all stays the same. Where did this world go wrong? Why won't these gears turn right? Why ( Read more... )