I am looking for the words, of what I want to say, but in my mind, all that's left is decay ( Read more... )

Well well well, been awhile since I've seen YOU here. Ok yeah I don't know what I am saying but I am saying it anyways. I am so sick from allergies or some evil virus plotting my demise. Either way I worked EXTRA like every day this weekend. Target like owes me a medal of Honor, or you know a raise. We had a "visit" today, aka one of the ( Read more... )

I am up early for work figure I throw in a small update. My allergies are killing me, I am as lonely as crap yet I feel ok. Something instilled in me gives me hope for a better tomorrow. Now I need to run shower cause my stomach is empty and I need to go get it food after said shower.

I saw a group today, Javier Mendoza, well more so a duo. Javier and his bassist, David seem to travel the most touring while two other bandmates reside at wherever they reside. They were pretty good, I bought two of their cds. David, the bassist, was an amazing player. God he could jam on that thing, it was beautiful. What I would give to have ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention I didn't fucking get to go see Sarah. *does drive-by shooting on his college* Fucking tests and essays and CRAP!!!!!!!!!! I HATE SCHOOL. I am smarter than half the damned asshole teachers there!! SCHOOL IS BULLSHIT. STOP PREPARING ME FOR LIFE AND LET ME LIVE!! I WANT TO LIVE! Doesn't anyone understand ( Read more... )

Nothing much going on here. I asked one girl that I liked for her number and come to find out she's married -.- Go me! Anyways, still making a good impression at Target. I need to do so many things that I take forever to get around to doing... *sighs* One of these days I swear this machinery called James will work in some proper fashion. Till ( Read more... )

I finished my poem "The Savage Garden." It came together well and I am pleased for the most part. I bored and wish I had someone to talk to with here ( Read more... )

Kylie Minogue fuckin' rocks. Her new album Body Language is just great. I made Andy buy it for me but I will probably buy it off him. I think he is going to really dig it too though ( Read more... )

I close my eyes ( Read more... )

I had an anxiety attack today...I've had them before but until today I never realized exactly what they were. I just never really thought about it I suppose. There was no real cause of the attack, more so just kind of happened ( Read more... )