Well this past Tuesday I bought my first car!!! It's a Saturn SC2 '98 with 70K miles. It gives me an errie sort of feeling that it just belongs in my life and so a sort of content mood is mostly what it brings. Maybe my excitement is just slightly doused by the fact I am scared to shit that I am making progress on my plans ( Read more... )

Well I didn't call Meg...but I got busy *sighs* I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I will be on the 3am shift starting wednesdays and saturdays starting the second week of March. This is going to hurt ( Read more... )

I should be stamped because it's offical, I'm insane. I am going to be working something to the effect of 3 backroom 3am shifts each week and two other shifts on the sales floor for Target starting in like two weeks. Dear lord what the hell am I getting myself into? I have to learn to live without sleep now. This with school is gonna be nuts ( Read more... )

So today was an uplifting day for me. Gave me spirits a boost. I went down to Little 5 points, a strip of alternative shops near Atlanta, and I was just breathing in the life of the people there. Then, I saw her. She came into my life from nowhere, ok well it was stage right of where I was sitting and she had been behind my sight. She was at ( Read more... )

That time where you thought you had a chance? Well, you didn't ( Read more... )

Waking to Soundgarden in my stereo isn't too bad. Long day ahead. I really should get some writting done as well as working out, but relaxing is so much more tempting... Maybe I will atleast get some writtign done. The poetry book is wrapping itself up to an extent and to another extent not. While at the poetry reading I noticed how my poems ( Read more... )

Class is boring. So I am not paying attention and writting in here. Work is good, social life is shit. I've got to try and get out more. I am so shy it is so hard. I read a poem of mine though last night in front of about 20 people. I shook during parts of it, but I didn't hesitate and I went through with it. I am getting better ( Read more... )

Fuck this life, I need a new one. I am giving up being a shy little fuck head and going to be more and more out going each day if it fucking KILLS me.

Class over, more to come later.

I wrote a fucking huge update and a misclick on this sites stupid privacy policy cleared the whole fucking thing.

Happy Fuckin' New Year, now pass the rum.

So I've been busy. Work, sleep, eat, talk to friends, go out with girlfriend, and whore myself...wait scratch the last one...anyways been up to a billion things. None of them school work which I NEED to get done, damnit. I hate school. Shit, still need to sign up for classes too....Can't I just skip college? School is so crappy. *sighs ( Read more... )