i thought i was in love so many times but i don't ever think it was anything to jump about ... i don't think i know what love is i don't think i want to either if a crush hurts that much i can imagine what love is like ( Read more... )

so yesterday i ran into a lot of my old friends frist i saw KELSEY ... i miss him a lot but he's doing good and said he'd come see me at school to cut his hair .. i hope so well i saw him at spirit ... then i saw SCOTT WARD at academy ... yup i miss him too and then i saw scott soething else at academy too i used to smoke with him ... then i went ( Read more... )

you know i thought school would be great i mean it is i love cutting hair and somtimes nails depending on the day ... but i really think i'm tired of the lack of support from my family it sucks when all you want is them to maybe go see you or even get a hair cut or something ... but it's cool i understand when it's all i've ever gotten from them is ( Read more... )

sometimes i think even though i'm the youngest in my family i'm the most grown up in a way i grown up so different that my sisters i'm so out there compared to them and when my sister talks to me about her and her boyfriend i just think that wow your still stuck in high school when are you gonna grow up ... sad right but i love em a lot ... you ( Read more... )

well it's been awhile scence i've been here and i don't know if anybody reads this anyway ... but i'm fed up with amber and aj i don't want a girlfriend and i don't want my tires to be slashed everytime i get into it with amber and i can caree less how aj feels about me right now untill she does something with her life ... i don't want to be ( Read more... )

wow i just relized how much i fucking love jen but yeah i'm with amber and it's so hard to keep a relationship ... it's just like being with chris i hate it and i don't know what to do i don't want to be alone and i don't want to be with her and i don't want to be in san antonio and i don't feel like i have my friends anymore and i don't think i'm ( Read more... )

I'M NOT HAPPY ...

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well so much for haveing a good start to a new begining huh ... i don't now what to write really but they say my attitude is inproving at work huh it's crazy trying to be fake all the time it sucks .... well i don't know schools cool i like it and i don't like when people leave comments and they don't have a name and it sucks ass i don't know who ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 62% Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 62% Schizotypal |||||||||||| 46% Antisocial |||||||||||||| 54% Borderline |||||||||||||||| 66% Histrionic |||||||||||| 50% Narcissistic |||||||||||| 42% Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 78% Dependent |||||||||||| 50% Obsessive-Compulsive ( Read more... )