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[kasassi102986]

So now i'm on vacation for the next 8 days... so now i get to sit around the house and just hurt. You know I have guys that are interested in me.. but I don't want to be with them. like the other night... definitely could have gotten laid.. but I didn't.. because i felt like i would be cheating on josh...turns out he doesn't care what i do.. who

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I understand this is venting....

[stillsethcohen]

....but I want you to know that after reading everything... I haven't seen any evidence of Josh trying, period. I don't remember hearing anything about him trying to make things work, just complaining that it's not working out in his favor... you don't need to change who you are if you're not going to be met half way... marriage is about compromises, not absolute change. I know you're hurting right now, and trust me I would do anything to help make you feel better, but please stop blaming yourself. Anything that you've said in the past few entries ... it's like he's using you... I know it's probably not like that in real life, but you know that you'll always get "I call it like I see it" from this particular wise ass. I don't want you to feel like you owe anybody anything. The best way to play the game is to ignore it. He's like a little kid... he'll play the game his way, and then always win because you feel like the kids deserve to win...you know, they like winning more... But if you ignore the game, kids learn that they don't

Re: I understand this is venting....

[kasassi102986]

Thanks kelley.. you always know how to make me feel better :) luv u!

Re: I understand this is venting....

[stillsethcohen]

love you too