Psalm 37:8
Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret-it leads only to evil.

...wait, what's that Bible? Worrying leads to evil? Really? ...oh dear. Are you quite sure? Oh dear. Oh dear. Well. That makes me worr--wait! Crap! I wasn't supposed to do that! Okay. Calming down. Calming down ( Read more... )

It's near four am and I just finished The Wounded Hawk. Why does Sara Douglass have to be such a frakkingly addictive author? The only thing she ever wrote that didn't leave me gnashing my teeth and hating myself, the book, the characters, the author, and the damnable plot that wouldn't ALLOW for any other ending was Threshold!!! And THRESHOLD led ( Read more... )

It took a whole term to write a frakking 1700 words for ENG 307. I can't even begin to express how much I hate myself right now.

Why did it have to be this term, God? What would you have me do?

eyes no, seriously, stop that, focus on the damn page. do it NOW. oh frak you. frak you and that stupid deadline. C'mon. just another 2.5 hours. then you can sleep because you'll be out of time. Frak.

Frak.

I already know it'll be my lowest GPA in the history of school, K-12, 1-4. Between burn-out, depression, seniorities, and realizing that people mean more to me than school does... seriously. Low.

I want to go to sleep.

Why am I suddenly obsessed with Gucci watches? They're not even that famous for watches. But I hate their glasses and their shoes and their bags but oh Sweet Lord, their watches are PRETTY.

...and have a Gucci price tag, but, whatever.

Six weeks left to term, and I have 32,000 words to write between here and there. Oh snap. I also REALLY need to nail down a dissertation thesis. REALLY. I am RUNNING OUT OF TIME on this. >.

I think I 'm ashamed of my academic performance right now. Good Lord is it difficult to keep my mind on task. No matter what the topic is---all I seem to be good for is reading. That's it. Only it.

...which is a very BAD thing because I have PAPERS due. a LOT of papers due.

Insert a lot of very applicable curse words here. I want to use them. A 

WHAT THE HELL AM I WRITING?

o.o

Obviously the sleep deprivation is getting to me. *FACEPALM* MELODY. MAKE IT STOP. O_O

Please, oh please, oh PLEASE let it be spring break.