Life is weird. No I don't really have a follow up to that statement. I would like to say that, I will be attempting to update my journal everyday. My writing has suffered tremendously. So my plan to fix this is to write more often. I would like to be able to pick up my own book by this time next year ( Read more... )

Oh my yes I am back. I feel So freaking good right now. Even though I had a turbulent night. I just feel like a wave of depression has been lifted. Oh dear god, I am me again. I've been clouded for so long that I've lost touch with reality. Thats right kids, Im taking the wheel and making it right. I've been so pathetic lately. Is it ok if I curse ( Read more... )

Fucking computers, bah. So lets break this puppy down. I lost my social security card and I tried to get a new one over the net. So I have to prove and blah blah, get a card in two weeks. So in essence I lost a job that I should have. Secondly I could totally pay my debt to a friend of mine in one fell swoop and to be honest its tempting. Though I ( Read more... )

For Five days now I've been without a computer. This all took a big chunk out of my life. I couldn't work on my wrestling, I couldn't talk to my friends, and I ended up using my phone a ton more. I couldn't work on my game that I run on sundays, which found me in a profoundly pissed off mood ( Read more... )

I try not to do this too much myself. Though sometimes it can be very hard to employ restraint. What am I talking about? Alright lets break this down into something that non role players can grasp. When you role-play for some game or event, such as D&D, you make a character. You choose the race (Human, Elven, Halfling, etc.), you choose his eye ( Read more... )

Here's a question for everyone. What would you do if you thought your life was in danger because of unreturned love?

She's got her halo and wings ( Read more... )

It started out with a kiss ( Read more... )

Life seems to be an unending circle of pain and suffering. Nothing goes right and I'm just left out there in the middle. Tonight was the nail in the coffin. I'm out at sea with no wind. Here comes the storm and all that awaits is the darkness. That wasn't fun two or three years ago. It won't be fun now, but the difference is back then I found ( Read more... )

Well I'm probably about to do something life changing. Though I'm tired of the direction of my life at the moment. So it is for the best I think. A refreshing reprieve from the dull and stationary. Though to those I'll be leaving, it will be sad. Though a clean break is better than the prolonged breaking.