Im tired of everything, I just want to close my eyes and go to sleep.

Its been about 3 years since I came to Live journal.I find it fun to look back on some of the things I write. It's like going back and forth to Orlando. I'll talk with my friend Sean about the past and have a chuckle about girls, grades, and tv production. Things like hearing that awful Nikelback song,Photograph, make me remember things from the ( Read more... )

Why is it never like the movies? The lead actor or actress, knows the best lines on saying goodbye. In real life you can never find those perfect words. Words to live by, words that capture the moment. Thursday morning I had to say goodbye to my good friend and Roommate. We've been friends/roommates for about 2 years now. When he left, I kinda just ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since i last updated. A ton has happened since then,going out to gay and goth bars. Thats for starters, and no I'm not gay. Just bored, I suppose is the best answer for that. Anyhow I don't want to talk about my clubbing habits. Mental abuse is just as deadly as physical abuse. It's an ugly development, and when you're ( Read more... )

Well I'm not really living up to this keeping updated thing. I used to update daily, sometimes three or four times a day. Now its really only used when I feel like I need to bitch about something. My poor abused journal, anyway as I have been weaned off World of warcraft. I find that I have more time to ponder my development. Snails pace, I should ( Read more... )

There's a saying that if we get knocked down, we should then get back up. Thats the whole point of ebing knocked down. Why? To what end do we strive to get back up? What way does that benefit you? A glutton for abuse or some psuedo punishment? Words are always out there, if you're willing to listen. In the wind, in the rain, and even in your walls ( Read more... )

The time is close to that of 4 am. My eyes feel heavy, my head feels light. I think slumber is going to catch me on this night ( Read more... )

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I was told the other day that my life is very much like a sitcom. Just because of all the different and zany type of people I meet. Let's see I have a friend named Blaze, who is a furre and gay. I think that alone speaks for weird times. Then I have a friend named Dave that has an obsession with planning my demise. My time spent with him is always ( Read more... )

The more things change the more things stay the same. What is it about new years sitting alone that makes your mind tick? Oh I don't mind being by myself I tend to perfer it sometimes. I do however hate the reflecting that I end up doing. I always look back and do the 'what if's.' I really hate second guessing my decisions, because other than ( Read more... )