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Contact
I've been contacted. One day after performing the gridding and sealing of the room with crystals, I had a dream. it began with two men taking me to a place to play a card game where opposing sides match 4 cards up against each other vertically. Not enough time passed for me to understand the game. Within 2 rounds, they brought out a special card ( Read more... ) -
Soul retrieval
I had my soul retrieval today. The notable things that came out of it were:
1. my front was almost completely clear of parasites. That didnt really surprise me that much, since id just gotten to the point in my meditation where i could clear my entire front. But the validation was nice. There was essentially a metal plate in my hip that had a ( Read more... ) -
Love Reflections
Thus far in my life I have fallen in love with two people. There are striking similarities to how they ended, but they were very different in how the relationships lived. Tonight, I'm focusing on the latest one. I found such incredible fulfillment with her - taking care of her, listening to her, feeling her, loving her. But it wasn't a typical ( Read more... ) -
Dream: burned out car
Dreamt I was clearing out the parts of an old burned out car. Some of the parts had turned to concrete. I was turning it into a performance art, crying over an old relationship. People came and sat down around me to watch the show. One old side panel had photos on the reverse side. Can't remember the many puns and jokes I said during the ( Read more... ) -
Dream: Surfing Acid Trip
I was on a tropical island learning how to surf for the first time. After catching my first real good wave all the way to the end, I looked to the side and saw other good surfers catching really big waves. After watching them for a little, I saw them pause for just the right moment, and go vertically straight down, like they went off the edge of ( Read more... ) -
Dream
I was a shoemaker, and me and my wife could get through the preferred line as our place was being attacked because my skill was necessary
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Quick update
I lost my center again in another person. This time, I'm coming up for air. This time I am free. She helped me heal. She helped me fulfill my every desire. And now I can move on, with that thirst quenched. Yes, there is guilt, but there is no shame. I can turn to see the rising sun. And with new hope and a new sense of purpose, I feel that ( Read more... ) -
It's been a wild month
The month of December has flown by, and I have spent most of it on vacation from work, and I still got maybe only 2 days of purely relax time ( Read more... ) -
So Busy!
I knew getting my Groot costume was going to be tight, and I wasn't sure I was going to be able to finish it. The second weekend in Oct. I was gone for a Karate tournament ( Read more... ) -
Opening to Love
I've been feeling a little closed off lately. I think a big part of it was just over-exerting myself and feeling overwhelmed with all the things going on. I haven't had a good rest weekend in months. But, and interesting realization came about because of it ( Read more... )