hi. i feel REALLY depressed today, and last night too. i don't really know why i don't really have an EXACT reason. i just feel like joels tryin to blow me off which really sucks considering how much tme we spent together this past week and all the things he told me. i mean fine if you don't wanna be with me then don't. just stop saying you do and ( Read more... )

hey guys.... i don't even think anyone reads this anymore. but i can't sleep and i wanne write so its all for me :). Anyway...i'm abck in tucson and things have been going okay. life is life you know? i'm tryin to get into pima so i can go to school next semester and not be a dead beat. i got a badass job...(tucson motorsports) just waitin to pass ( Read more... )

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why is it that everyone and their fucking mother hates me right now? what the hell am i doing wrong?

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okay so i know i haven't really updated in quite some time. but heres the update... school is good i love my classes but i have no money for food. my dad thinks i'm not serious about school, he doesn't know if my family should lend me the money for food which sucks ass. but i am serious about school. its the only thing i have going for me right now ( Read more... )

it sucks a lot when a person you love so much USED to love you the same.