okay so i'm feeling a lot better today. my ma told me today was my last day to sulk. i went out a bought a few more things for my dorm and i had dinner at my dads. i'm starting to realize that my life isn't over. (hehe drastric i know) and just like joel i have choices to make. i've been lookin at the navy. crazy i know i know. but i was just ( Read more... )

so much is happening i can't even explain. i'm tryin very hard to be positive about life right now and its not working. i choose not to explain all the things that are going wrong only to tell everyone that i'm doing okay. i work with my mom this week and then i go back to school. if you feel like talkin to me gimme a call, i could always use an ( Read more... )

I picked out your star ( Read more... )

okay so maybe it couldn't be the end but as of right now i'm gonna go ahead and think that it is. i moved back to tucson today for the next ten days until the dorms open up. joel and i have broken up. i think what at least i have realized is that we're heading in two different directions. joel doesn't know what he wants in life yet and i do. i ( Read more... )

okay everyone. all my things are packed into my car and i'm geting ready to leave. hopefully not for good. we got in this huge fight because he made plans to go to phx without me i told him if he went then i would leave (he's just being really inconsiderate about my feelings and such) he said he was going so i started packing. then he said i was ( Read more... )

what up? nothin here. i just took a sleeping pill and i'm getting somewhat drowsy. DONT WORRY i have not yet become addicted to these dangerous little pills. this is my first one hehe. i just need it cause i've been fallin asleep at around 4 everynight and i gotta work at 10:30 tomorrow morning plus i thinkwere supposed to be bowling tomorrow ( Read more... )

why does the peaceful guy wear sunglasses? thats more of a shady or stoned guy if you ask me. but i guess being stoned could make you peaceful...i dunno. but being shady definitely doesn't make anybody peaceful.

yea so....guess who didn't go to work tonight? (well last night) that job is a crock of shit and i dont care if i fucked them over, cause they were fucking me over. enough said. i work at the wing place tomorrow which i'm really starting to like which is good cause otherwise i would have no jobs. i'm seriously excited for school to start. not just ( Read more... )

nothin really new. i think i'm gonna get fired at pac sun. i had an 'on call' shift today and i didn't call an hour before to see if they needed me. i over slept. the way i see it, if they needed me they would have called. heh but i think the whole on call thing is gay anyway. i turned down an actual shift at my other job cause i was on call. i'd ( Read more... )

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