Back to work tomorrow. But thats ok I am starting my count down until I go see System of a Down. I can't wait. I have a whole lot going on right now but I don't want to take the time or energy to explain right now. See ya

At moms on my lunch break. work, children,, husband are going well and we are buying our System of a Down tickets today I took the next moring off of work so I can sleep in. I have to head to work now. Peace out y'all

for those who care. I have decided that at this point it would be best to go back to Jason for a while. We really want to work it out. But do you ever feel like there is so much water under the bridge you are drowning? I have a really good man, I know how I feel and I know what I might have to do. but I would hate regrettng that I left Jason. He is ( Read more... )

But here we go. I have left my husband. For good? I don't know. we'll have to see. I have a lot going on at work and the winter is almost upon us. I HATE WINTER. So I am alittle stressed right now. Well off I go.

I had a breakdown yesterday. I mean a major melt down. I ended up in the hopital connected to heart monitors because I couldn't breathe. After x rays and an EKG it end up that I am just to stressed out. I carry to much on my shoulders sometimes it gets to heavy for me to carry it all. Everyone keeps telling me to get on meds. I can't help but to ( Read more... )

I have to go back to work tomorrow. Sundays go by so fast. I had a good weekend I spent time with my children and husband. Celebrated birthdays and watched some football. NINERS kicking ass. I am about to go home and rest before I have to get ready for work. peace out.

It is also the day my father died 15 years ago. 15 years 15 years. I don't even feel old enough to have a memory 15 years old. I miss him. I feel cheated. I have to go now. peace out V.

So it has been a while a long while since I have even looked at this silly journal. As far as my last post. Jay and I are trying to work things out, but you know that whole routine, you work things out for a while and things just end up being right where they were before. We have discussed my next step. If things get bad again I am going to get a ( Read more... )

How sad, my husband and I aren't doing very well. I will be staying with my mother for a few days maybe time away will bring us closer together. I have to try everything before I completely give up. i have to go to work right now. I have a lot to do today.

I had a lot of fun
suprizingly enough.
we went and celebrated Eleanors birthday.
I have to jam to work now i just wanted to
post something real quick.
Hope all is well in LJ land.