Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom.
- Soren Kierkegaard

The chief and I have sort of discussing a few things today. My work has been going down hill since the bartender and manger of the bartenders have been dating. Drama, chaos, nothing getting done, etc. Just pure hell! I was more then happy to leave the place. Had I left when The Dragon asked ( Read more... )

What it means to be OCD

I know I have mentioned several times that I have OCD. I have even explained the few areas where it shows up. Resources on data is one of them. I need at least 6 verifiable sources on the subject matter. It shows up in other places too. But the worse, the one that is causing me to have my third glass of wine just to be able ( Read more... )

Quick question about age | Today - 11:26am Age plays a role in my line of work. I am constantly IDing people who believe they do not need to be IDed. I get into tiffs with our patrons. They claim that they are older then me. They become offended often enough that I use my old stand by that if you look younger then me I get to ID ( Read more... )

I have a friend who has a boyfriend similar to my ex.  He abuses her, belittles her, and makes her feel ugly,  fat, and old.  These are only a few of the silimaries between the two men.  It goes in different directions.  He has had sex with her even if she does not want it because she never denies him.  This is a plan that I would employ on grounds ( Read more... )

Not only does the jerk comment on my blog, but he also feels it is wise to email me after I have repeatedly requested that he leaves me alone.  So why does he seek me out now as my life takes a turn for the worse at this moment?
  My reply to his letter that he sent: 
You have been asked several times not to contact me.  I will not ask again.

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First there is the "mother being ill" issue ( Read more... )

The irony of it all is that ( Read more... )

Turns out that I am a Scream Queen per say, or at least those who worked the haunted house and the patrons in front of me. I over heard a comment from the group in front of me that the woman behind them screaming was creepier then the first attraction. The funny thing was that I stood behind the best I could but they traveled at a snail pace too ( Read more... )

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