well life is pretty good considering. Im finding my way through all the pains and hurt and some of the pains im putting on myself. I know i shouldnt do that but i dont know how to deal with some things 100% of the time. Im pretty good at dealing with most things but i have recently found that dealing with my mistakes can lead me to a place that i ( Read more... )

About a year or so ago i remember thinking that i had never been in any type of serious relasionship so i couldnt understand how it was to actually deal with things associated with it. I felt like i had been passed up/left out of the loop when it came to that. In the past year i have gone through relasionships and have learned things which have ( Read more... )

once again its been awhile ( Read more... )

it has certainly been awhile so i thought i would update ( Read more... )

i returned to church the other day and i loved it and i think i am going to continue to go ( Read more... )

today i realized the things i had with my paw paw. somethings will never be the same. for anyone that doesnt know my paw paw died last october and today we went and cleaned out his apartment and i had a memory of something that was so long ago but seemed i had to do something one last time while i was there.:) it made me smile and realize that i ( Read more... )

i dun feel very good right now.. i dunno. I fell asleep when i got home and woke up and now i cant go back to sleep and i have to go to work in a few hours ( Read more... )

i cant sleep and im dead tired. im also sick. i dunno....blah.

well it has certainly been awhile ( Read more... )

CHills... my head feels like it should hurt but it doesnt. i dunno..maybe i just need sleep. THis new year i need to set something for me to accomplish. i dont want the year to fly by lik elast year. of course there isnt anything i can do about the time situation.. i just kinda feel like i didnt do anything half of the year..like my time was wasted ( Read more... )