I'm retiring this journal because I never really write in it this will be my last entry. There will be no forwarding address.Good bye and farely well.

Grr... Andrew what you said today was very rude. Obviously Andrew doesn't read my journal and addressing him in it is very odd but I felt that I must bring to everyone's attention that indeed atheists have feelings too. I am not some devil worshiping antichrist superstar and I don't enjoy being treated like dirt because my beliefs differ from ( Read more... )

(Sigh) The Doors, so wonderful and yet so lost. Jim may you rest in peace. Your music is haunting and beautiful and I respect everything you were. Anyway I didn't go to school today, I think I'm going to end up going to Southern Lakes, sorry guys I just can't hack it here. I am going to talk to my Dad about it soon. Well maybe I don't know probably ( Read more... )

yay my dad fell asleep watching c-span so that's what's on my telvision right now. They're talking about Haiti. And omg a black women is the rep for Texas which goes to show you that the reps don't always directly effect the state. I'm sure she's one of like 5 women who are black that exist in that state. A day again tomorrow I'm thinking about ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm a loser I'm watching the Oscars. Renee Zelwegger is awesome though she's so pretty. I've never seen Cold Mountain I probably should. Wow her speech was long. Anyway back to recent events in MY life, not some actresses. Back 2 school tomorrow although I don't want to go A days suck even more then pep assemblies and the worst part is I have ( Read more... )

Today is Saturday and I'm supposed to go to the charity show. I'm not sure whether or not I want to go. My nerves are shot from a night at my Grandma's it's so filthy over there now. My mom slept til three and I left as soon as she woke up. Oh well I didn't really want to talk with her anyway. I don't really feel like bonding with anyone since the ( Read more... )

Indeed a lot less depressing and borderline suicidal but hey can't be crazy 24/7 or can I ( Read more... )

I mean it's not like I think about it constantly ( Read more... )

(Sigh) back to my old self again, it must be all that sleeping I'm doing. I don't think I've ever slept this much in one solitary week as long as my pathetic self has been alive. Everyone knows I'm the laziest person in the world. Especially my family, which they remind me of daily. Maybe if they stopped insulting me and belittling me all the time ( Read more... )

I slept from like 5 to 8 today. I didn't want to be awake to talk to my dad or anyone. I'm still tired. Not really tired but just exhausted. I feel like an emotional black hole. MY brother's feeling crappy too. I feel so bad for him poor guy, I know how he feels and it's way worse because they were together longer then Khris and I. Blah I don't ( Read more... )