She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants
And her eyes grow cold as she begs the world to just let her go

I miss her :(
And this day
I need to go back soon
Cause she really is like the mom I don't have


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I don't wanna call your family and tell them to build a coffin,
because their oldest son just overdosed on pills.
You've got a red glare in your eyes,
and the sky outside your door's a blacker blue.
I hate to see what's become of you.

motherfucker. 
i don't know what to do.

i'm starting to realize
that drugs
are always going to be fucking me over
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so glad you stabbed my back. the blade when i turned my back.
go away. i'm through with you and all the games you put me through.

you can't miss me.
not when you tried to take my everything from me.
it simply doesn't work that way.
and i'm going to keep looking right through you with indifference on my face
until you get the message:
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 There's something that I can't quite explain. . .

-edit-

Why is it that I hate someone as much as I do
but miss them so bad

I'm lying here waiting for sleep to overtake me

god. I just. I don't get what happened. And I don't know what I want from you anymore. I don't respect you, I don't even LIKE you, you treat me like crap. . . but all the same, I keep giving you chance after chance, cause part of me. . . i don't know. Part of me I guess hopes you'll snap out of this ( Read more... )

it's not even the thought ( Read more... )

I have one last thing to ask of you,
and i won't ever ask again-

where do i even stand in your eyes?

"the last time I talked to her she was saying that you have made a few mistakes, but that you learned from them and you became a stronger person through them. She really respected you for that."

i miss you so much.

ohhhhh lord.

you are either there for someone,
or you aren't.
you can't fucking in between that shit.

you just
well
CAN'Tgod ( Read more... )

If I ever had a hero ( Read more... )