Wedding shower this weekend, really don't want to go. Not to mention my mom had to bitch me out for not answering her email immediately, whatever. Ugh great, a whole weekend with my mom, my sister and her kids. Someone should break my leg on friday so I don't have to go.

Why does everything have to be so confusing? I need a better grip of reality, fantasies don't help anything, only set me up for a greater fall. I shouldn't expect so much but I'm still sitting here with butterflies in my stomach.

who's ready for spring break? I AM!!

Went to my first counseling session. Thought that it was only going to a one time thing but Erica insisted that I come back next week. Guess she thinks I really need some help and wants to get as many sessions in as we can before she has to leave for hip surgery. Heh well, we didn't really even scratch the surface of everything that's been bugging ( Read more... )

So i found an old journal that i had brought to MCLA and was flipping through it...daaamn my thoughts are weird sometimes ( Read more... )

For some reason I'm in a really bad mood right now. Maybe I'm just bored or something, but this sucks, I don't want to talk to anybody but at the same time I feel like doing something but there's just nothing to do. I should do homework, but I can't really until I have my books but the store is closed today and my check hasn't processed so I don't ( Read more... )

So after my math final I headed home. Luckily I had CDs with me and some Subway so the car ride wasn't that bad. It always seems shorter at night but I don't know why. Anyway I got home and got my shit upstairs and my mom went out to get us a bottle of wine. She came back and we drank and talked about a lot of things. Anyway, she went to bed and I ( Read more... )

So yesterday Sam and I were bored so we went over to Tony's to hang out with him and Joe. Will was there and so were Carley and Alicia but Alicia chilled upstairs for the most part. Started drinking around 7:30 and then Joe went to the liquor store to get more beer. We were watching this child beauty pageant and all of us were just disgusted. Those ( Read more... )

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I'm so excited for this weekend! After anime club, Tony brought me and Sam over to talk about what we were going to do while introducing us to Eva the snake. Anyway, this weekend can be summed up easily, apparently ( Read more... )