i honestly hate being this so friggen dumb/sad/frustrated/depressed/....GAH! all the effing time ( Read more... )

Ohhhh god.. i feel like death.

•my head hurts

•my feet are KILLING me

•I am sooo effing tired that i could just colapse

you know what... i really don't have anything to talk about.. sooo... yea

I think i am physic... uhhh... you know the person who can fortell the future... THAT ONE! lol. I don't think i spelt it correctly.. hence why i just said the explanation. Yes i am a retard... i am well aware of that. BUT BACK TO MY POINT! I think i am.. that thing.. lol. You ask why??? Well! I have been having this feeling that this certain ( Read more... )

I have a few things on my mind. So i am going to try and do my best to get them out in the open and at the same time not offend anyone. i don't think i will... but just incase some touchy people read this, i appologise if i offend. it was not intended.

*I guess i have to start off with the fact that i don't understand myself or my decisions. i wish ( Read more... )

OHhhhh how i hurt... the pain.. the a-gon-ey ( Read more... )

 So today went down the hole quickly ( Read more... )

Tomorrow...

I change my lifestyle...

I do think i have neglected the update long enough. As always.. lol.

Well life is good i suppose. Nothing really new or exciting.

It's funny.. anytime i want to write in this thing i want to just talk about my depressing past. OH GOD! I'M TURNING EMO!!!! cut my wrists and black my eyes! OH HOLY SHIT! I KNOW THEIR LANGUAGE!!! AH! haha

But on a ( Read more... )

wow... 
i tell you...
I am in one hateful mood right now. Just me seeing the wrong things, things i don't want to see, are just pissing me right off. Kinda weird...

Lately I have been thinking about the good old times and the people who were involved and you've tried so hard to move on from that so hard but you know you just can't. I just can't seem to get rid of somethings in my past. I guess everyone has that problem. I know i have admitted to those times being the worst part of my life. And in some ways ( Read more... )