i feel sort of like an insomniac right now except instead of not being able to sleep i am not able to work ( Read more... )

this afternoon has further more confirmed the extreme need for me to leave the twin cities. i am at the local coffee shop taking a break on my walk. i ordered an ibc root beer and chatted with the barista. she is sweet, let me know that they are not hiring. i turned my lap top on and found my place at a booth in the middle of the shop. while i ( Read more... )

i talked to alek again and we were actually being civil with each other. when it comes down to it we want completely different things in our lives and though we love each other there is no meeting in the middle. i can't put my friends infront of him. while we were in high school and he was off being social and meeting people i was at home being ( Read more... )

it is only 1:04 and already today is a sonovabitch. since this is a live journal, and it is my first entry, i decided i need to vent so here it is, and i am warning you, it might not be pretty ( Read more... )