Is it hard to think about the fact that everything you do has already been done before?

 
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I had a dream that I was back in school.
I can't find an apartment.

I had a dream someone told me Dan has a girlfriend.
Apparently, he does.

I had a dream that I was nine again.
I am late.

I wish sex still had feeling behind it.

I almost forgot how beautiful this video is, until I had a dream that reminded me of it.

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We think about how life is just a series of random acts. Nothing matters. It all ends. Our dreams aren't real, just something to keep us occupied for a short span of time. I breath in the city. Let each intake of molecules in the air enter the pores of my lungs. It's where I will be in the fall. But will it make a difference? I get told I am ( Read more... )

Too many choices have come about, causing me to lose a large part of my mind. The cheating, the arrest, the anxiety, the feelings, the knowledge, the education. I am alone, and so are you. And no matter what we say that we have, or who we have, we are ultimately alone. I know this. But I still feel need for the companionship of others, even if it ( Read more... )

Gaps. Time. Space. 
I want to feel happy. 
I can hear that screamed and it makes me uneasy.

Cold fingers. Warm palms. Nose to neck. I don't want words anymore. 
I want a fucking symphony.

I can't even explain how unhappy I am.