i've got this little fantasy lately, of becoming a trapper. Just takin my dog and some seeds and goin out to the wild.
or moving back to tucson to live in a double wide.
or doing a couch tour of the bay area.
none of these things will happen, but I think about them a lot.

so I'm going to look for the devil.
pretty happy that two weeks of work can lead to vacation.
yes. vacation.
thank god.

yelled at my boss today, in front of customers. i yelled:
just let me do my job.
and got applause.

someone, later, was rude to me.
i said:
behave yourself, act like a human being.
he said: don't tell me to act like a human being.

Olive was skunked in the face. Now she's barking outside. Skunk really upsets me. Her too, apparently ( Read more... )

Oh man oh man am I happy. I've decided that I DON'T CARE if my life never amounts to much and that is freeing! I have felt for so long this guilt that I wasn't using my talents (whatever they may, or may not be) to the fullest extent and that I was wasting my time, and then feeling lame about wasting my time, leading to waste even more time ( Read more... )

Oh ma oh man, clean laundry on a clean body is a wonderful thing ( Read more... )

man, have I been avoiding the internet, entirely ( Read more... )

I'm freaking out, to put it simply ( Read more... )

It’s over, and I lived to see it go ( Read more... )

(a letter sent to someone who is close to someone that I love ( Read more... )