I haven't been on in a while. I'm starting back on ABC tomorrow. Going balls to the wall, ALL or nothing. I seriously let so much go this summer. I moved to Wyoming, with my ex boyfriend.. and moved back in four days, we broke up. I am much happier with out him. I'm sick of not having control. I need advice for getting back on ABC, like... my ( Read more... )

So I am in North Carolina, bored out of my mind. Its pretty damn hot here, so I've been laying out in the sun a lot. I got here yesterday, and i bought lots of fruit and veggies which i was excited to eat. but last night I went to all u can eat sushi, which is a weakness... I ate a lot. and my grandpa bitches at me for not eating, so I'm in a ( Read more... )

This is me a few nights ago, i didn't rotate them or anything. I think i'm making some progress.

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my fast got ruined. i had a egg white that was scrambled. but i needed protine i was getting dizzy. god i'm so stupidi can't go too long with out food.

GOSH!

Backstreet boys: Incomplete. lol

I still am in love with them.

Today, I'm fasting, because of my careless binging i've been doing the past three days. I can't take it anymore, no wonder why I'm feeling depressed ( Read more... )

today. UHG I hate when people go to mcdonnalds and eat like 20 hashbrowns. My friend John(kinda boyfriend I don't really know its so complicating), but anyways, he eats and he is in perfect shape for a guy( I love love love his body, but ANYWAYS)and he will offer me bites and stuff and I love hash browns, and I had a bite and I feel really guilty ( Read more... )

one of my friends always tells me i have chubby cheeks, and it makes me feel like my whole body is chubby. GAH ( Read more... )

poopy. i was supposed to fast, i just ate, but fuck. my pants ripped this morning cause i got then out of the ddryer, and they ripped, they're my favorite. :( and my mom called me fat. wow wonderful.

was... alright. So my ex/semi current/i dunno what he is boyfriend and i were hanging out and he invited to me to dinner with his family, and i love love love his family, they're better than my family. Anyway so were sitting at the table, and they're all eatting nasty tacos and I was having veggi broth and a diet coke, and some lettace, which is so ( Read more... )