Five wierd things about me:

1) For most of middle and high school I drank almost everything with a spoon.  I still do it as a comfort thing when I'm upset.

2) I knit and crochet.  A LOT.  I've made 5 blankets and a zillion scarves.

3) I am an online pinball fanatic and own all five high scores on Space Cadet.

4) In addition to LiveJournal, I have two ( Read more... )

me: (points to pretty flower arrangement) "hey, where'd you get those from mom?"

mom: "someone sent them to me at work today"

me: "how come?"

mom: "because i'm a wonderful person!"

me: "so how come i never get any flowers?"

mom: ".........."

gee, i feel so loved...

Six days til my birthday!!!!!

one week exactly until my BIRTHDAY!!!!  plans can be found at
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I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere in the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do

I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something to do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As ( Read more... )

my parents are going to get divorced i think.

see, the thing is my dad is an ass.  he thinks that having a steady job and cutting the grass once a week should be enough and it's not.  he treats my mother like shit and for all i know he's had several affairs and he's addicted to porn and he's just an ASS.  an incredible, unbelievable jackass who ( Read more... )

i have a good feeling.

it's hard to describe, and it's very generalized.  but i feel extremely optimistic, for absolutely no apparent reason.

something wonderful is going to happen, i can feel it :)

so raise the glass and look right past the time you've thrown away
the tragedies and enemies, the debts you'll never pay
understand it's in your hand to turn the other way
and make tomorrow the first day

a person's love, a starry night
all wonderful - but none as grand as the man who chooses life
and we compete in word and deed
you'd think we'd learn by ( Read more... )

The gate is wide, the road is paved with moderation
The crowd is kind and quick to draw you in
Welcome to the middle ground, it's safe and sound and
Until now it's where I've been

It's been fear that ties me down to everything
But it's love, your love, that cuts the strings

So long status quo, I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it ( Read more... )

it's a rare thing when i am at a loss for words.  yet today i find myself there.  i think i'll be here for awhile.  you know how sometimes you build a house out of cards or matchsticks and you're afriad that one wrong move will upset the whole delicate balance?  that's how i feel.  and i shouldn't.  because this house of cards i'm so gingerly ( Read more... )

so here's my day so far ( Read more... )