1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

*gasp*

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2. What color shirt are you wearing?
grey

3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
hmm...sure, why not

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list ( Read more... )

i found these in the process of researching a project on relationships for social psych.  read, digest, and discuss:

Love is often nothing but a favorable exchange between two people who get the most of what they can expect, considering their value on the personality market. - Erich Fromme, The Sane Society

Friendship is a scheme for the mutual ( Read more... )

1. Who was your first prom date?
josh neeriemer, God bless him

2. Who was your first roommate?
my sister :)  i'll get my first real roomie next semester

3. What alcoholic beverage did you first drink?
smirnoff ice twist at barb fleisher's super bowl party last year

4. What was your first job?
bra fitter at the Bon-Ton

5. What was your first car?
the saturn

6 ( Read more... )

'sso, um, without being dramatic or whatever, i'm losing it.  my parents got all weepy cause they found out i've been cutting again, and i don't knwo if any of you have made your dads cry recently, but it sucks.  and if one more person says "i don't understand what this is all about" i'm going to hurt them.  i try not to bitch too much about all ( Read more... )

so don't cry to me - if you loved me
you would be here with me
you want me, come find me
make up your mind

so i'm at jess and josh's apartment with david now.  jess and i are tapping away on different laptops and josh and david are playing some red dead revolver, whatever that is :)

jess and i went to arundel mills today and did not buy a single thing ( Read more... )

i have PINKEYE.  what the hell?

on the upside, i get to stay home from work & school today and i have a good excuse to absent myself from lazer tag (sorry boys, but lazer tag just isn't my thing).  on the downside, i have to go to the doctor for the third time this week to get drope or anitbiotics or whatever it is they give you.

oh and i ( Read more... )

to nobody's surprise, my mental issues have finally been diagnosed as bipolar disorder.  maybe they'll figure out the whole medicine issue now and return me to normal.  hopefully none of you are as freaked out about that as i was (am).  the good news is, my insulin intake is going up so i can resume a more normal sugar intake without worrying about ( Read more... )

so i'm gonna drop off the map for a few days and try and sort out all this wacked-out stuff that's going on with me.  no internet, no IM, probably no cell phone.  right now life throwing me more than i can handle - too much excitement, too much drama, too much everything.  so i'm going to go hide under my rock of solitude and think for a while.  ( Read more... )

I dont wanna wake up today cause every day's the same
And I've been waiting so long for things to change
I'm sick of this town, sick of my job, sick of my friends cause everyone's jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free, I'm so frustrated, I just wanna jump

Don't wanna think about tomorrow
I just don't care tonight; I just wanna jump
Don't wanna ( Read more... )

so my doctor says that my recent godawful migraines and dizziness/fainiting are...(ta-da!) physical manifestations of mental stress :)  she wants to put me yet another anitdepressant (cymbalta) to see if it helps.

i'm so sick of being sick...especially cause it seems like my only problem is me.