TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )

so here's my attempt at getting my mind off shitty shit for a while. a list of the things that i like in my life ( Read more... )

Awww man back to being cynical today. Feeling worthless and unwanted. Somebody please want me, (hmmm disturbingly desparate sounding???) I'm tired of being sucked in. It's shitty, cuz you never come out feeling good. Wish I was worth it ( Read more... )

So I was threatened and forced to update this thing, by a huge cunt. Guess i've been feeling a little uninspired lately. That or just lazy. Anyways, I have 2 more days, 2 more exams until i am done with school for 4 months. Then i start work at the state park on May 11th, start back at the animal shelter, and somewhere in there i have to ( Read more... )

This entry hereby erradicates everything i have everything i have ever written in this damn thing. Unless it is something good, forget what i said.

How come everything I see and hear reminds me of how horribly lonely i am? Not to sound bitter or anything. I just get soo sick and tired of sitting here night after night by myself, listening to people talk about people they care about, and watching people with people they care about. I wish I had that. But there's no use stewing about it. I ( Read more... )

Baby is this love for real ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know I haven't updated this thing in a long time. Oopsie daisy. But oh well, not a terrible whole lot going on in my life at the moment anyway. I'm on spring break, and it's been snowing continuously since yesterday. It's hard to believe that almost a year ago I was on a spring break in Florida. Good times. School's going decently, as ( Read more... )

OK. Here it is. I have to give up drinking. That or live in complete misery. NO more alcohol for kate. Word to the wise....i will be from now on, your designated driver. Yes. A new, sober kate. One that doesn't live in physical agony and drown her problems in intoxicants. Hmmmmm, I think I like the sound of that.

This is the last time I am going to let myself fall asleep on a bed of tears. NO more of this, I can't live like this anymore. What am I doing to myself I don't get it. Crying alone os the worst feeling in the world. I'm so sick of feeling so lonely and worthless its wretched. I wish there was something worthwhile about me that people could ( Read more... )