school's back in session, and not much has changed. people don't talk to each other as much anymore which is disheartening. my tv got struck by lightning so i have to go to other people's houses to watch my shows. but on the bright side it means i spend more time not watching elimidate or cheaters. i've been seeing matt like literally every ( Read more... )

and the sentence has finally come in, no car, no tv, no computer, and 5 minute phone conversations( limited to two people a day). this is supposed to make me reflect without my friends help what i've done. and the best thing is, they won't tell me when it's going to end.
adieu world
p.s. im hoarding away my cell phone, so you can try and call me...

well what an interesting few days this has been. today at lunch was complete madness because everyone was like whispering shit about each other and it was just stupid. im sick of all the lies and secrets and exclusion. and people expecting just because they're gone that it is for sure my house. im sick of all those stupid expectations, and now i ( Read more... )

ahh i loveee snowwww!!! it was so nice being out today. i had to get up extra early for sats but i had erin mish in my room and joe so it wasn't too bad. then some sledding and trekking around the burnely moran crew's precinct. it was a nice balanced day though, to quote ben, some friskiness then calm. i came home and then adam and ben came over ( Read more... )

im laying in front of the fire and i can feel the heat touching me. i wish that it wouldn't. self destructiveness seems the only promising path. starving, sweating it off, leaving it all behind with the help of saturday. i just keep listening to wish you were here over and over again. so yout hink you can tell, heaven from hell, blue skies from ( Read more... )

interesting day, bad night. went to lunch and then the gym. whoops forgot to call. then i got bored and tried to rescue harper with cathy. didn't work and her dad held her captive. then devin at adam's called to say they were doing something. how nice.they kept saying we don't want you here so i debated whether or not to show up but i didn't want ( Read more... )

kathryn means pure and virginal

stupiddd mixed signals just ruined one good relationship i had. buggers. and so many feelings are floating around. stupid dumb bad luck week.

i feel so disconnected. i hate that and i realized the only reason that i hadn't been feeling lonely before was because the separation hadn't occured. the absence of my phone ringing makes me mad. he's not supposed to call anyways but i still want him to. its reassuring. so much pressure to do stuff lately, like get in shape and take those damn sat ( Read more... )